Transition Phase...

Hey guys... been a long time since I checked in hahaha XD

I'm back in my hometown now, been like half a month now I guess hahahaha XD Yeah, I am still trying to get used to it, especially my nose.

Nothing much to say? I am not sure what to even say in here.... Erm.. well I guess a lot but I am not even sure what to include or what to exclude. Well, first of all this is gonna be long rant post, yes because there is a lot... A LOT to complain about. Second of all, I am not even sure if this post got a point because it's probably gonna be a post where I am writing to dump my frustration and worries hahaha.

My relationship are overall going great. I am not sure whether we are over the honeymoon phase already or not but I still feel like we are as sweet as ever if not sweeter, or worst.. cheesier as ever *gag*.  Although now our relation takes slow steady step into the LDR thingy, we are trying to get used to it (I don't think I'll ever will) and work our way around. SO... here is my complain number one! HOW FUCKIN HARD IS IT TO GET A SWEET ROMANTIC TIME TOGETHER.. Oh yes, VERY DIFFICULT apparently. My GAWD... I guess I understand the torture of normal relationship now. Well at least he still got a car, there is still some little privacy behind those windows and doors *aherm* if you know what I am talking about. BUT despite the fact there is a space for just the 2 of us, it's a fuckin car, if it doesn't move, it has to park and how difficult is it to find a space where we can just park and chill... very difficult LEGENDARY LEVEL even!

Type of Kisses...

Hey guys, well it has been long since I last updated. So.. just saying I am back in my hometown now, Medan. Yay!!! No actually I wasn't that thrilled ahahahaha....

As much as I want to say home sweet home, this doesn't feel like a home to me anymore. Yeah well let's just say I got so used to living with boyfriend back in Japan. Bleh... hahahaha XD

Anyway... I was updating today about KISSES O.o... Yeah, I have been asking my friend, Tiffanie, on how to judge whether it's a good kiss or not. So yeah let's just say I have been researching about kisses. 

I really want to say that I have improved and I am now an "expert" in kisses already, but sadly nah brah.. still a noobie here hahaha XD But the good side of having a boyfriend is is that you get a practice partner and someone to use for your 'experimental" kisses. Trust me, things can get superb weird. 

SO! We have tried a lot.. well more like he has tried A LOT of different kisses style to me. And so while reading the kisses article, I could only remember the kissing memories I had with me. So far, they have not stated my favourite kissing style hahaha XD I am warning you this post can be rather 18+ and steamy wild. I'll try my best to keep it PG 13 but no promises :P

Here is the list of the top 5 kisses I think are sweet and I feel everyone should have at least a taste of it:

• The Forehead Kisses

The most basic and simple show of affection that a guy can give. I personally think this kiss is much more meaningful compared to lip kisses or french kisses cause whenever Liam kisses me on the forehead I could really feel the genuine feeling he is conveying. 

• The Nose Kisses

Just a small peck on the nose or like nibbling on the tip of your nose. I feel it's cute and weird at the same time. Maybe because whenever we did it, it's for fun and not for any seductive reason... yeah, so it has more of the fun and cute couple vibe rather than a turning you on thing.

• The Hand Kisses

Oh Gawd... this one... this one is kind of heart melting when it is combined with a good timing. Like when he is driving with one hand and the lightings are dim. He slowly grabs your hand from your lap and squeezed it hard, without taking his eyes off the road. He then bring it in to his face and kiss it softly with his gentle lip, meeting your eyes with his and a smile slowly forms in his face. GAHHH.... staph!!! Imagination running wild here HAHAHAHA XD

Moving on...

• The Single-Lip Kisses

This kiss involve sandwiching a person lip with your lip and sucking on them or nibbling on it. I personally think this one gets me turns on A LOT more than french kisses cause I feel this kiss is sexier and you can do it in a lot of way. Like shoving it in between your french kisses or like after a prolonged kiss. And whenever he did it so gently it just drives me crazy ahahahah XD maybe it's just him, maybe it's the kiss... I dunno hahahaha XD

Last but not least...

• The Shoulder/Back Kisses

MY FAVOURITE OF ALL TIME!!! Seductive, sexy, sends tingling feelings all over you and the rarest kiss I get in my whole entire romance life!!! I swear, do I get to complain here??? 

This is kiss is just so gentle and nice... I guess not only the kisses he planted are good but when he breaths through the shoulder line and you neck. I need to stop before my imagination is killing me. YUP!! 

I am sexually and romantically FRUSTRATED! I need more make out session and the fact that I am here in my own house, he couldn't give me my favourite service of all time >.< Even before this it's rare now this treatment shall happen once every blue moon. Sad sad romance life... I guess back to the days where I have to rely on my imagination to keep me satisfied? Yeah... I guess so...

Gonna go dreaming bout this now guys... Sweet dreams :*

When bf ditch you in the direst time?!

Checkin in from school guys... Yes ai actually attend school... Wow!!! 

Yeah I have been skipping sooooo much that I don't think they even care anymore (not like I do) ... And I don't really have any plan to change it. I'll be out of here in 2 weeks time anyway. 

So that's not what I am posting for... i'm posting for this!!!

When boyfriend ditch you in the toughest time!!! I'm not madd... I'm not sad... Nope not at all... *fuming*

Nahh... Nothing of a big deal, just my big family is coming to Tokyo and they want to visit me. Oh, how kind of them; if only I was actually that excited. You know what happens when family come visit to your town, service here, there, moreover they will be relying on me to converse in my "suppose to have" Japanese "skills" yes! I don't !!! Have been using my boyfriend in this section for a reason... >.> and now he is ditching me because well ... I suggest him to runaway. 

Not like I want him to come either, I think it will be hella awkward and this uncle is actually freakin scary. He is strict, smart, sharp and very judgemental. I won't play around >.< scary af. Although I am his favourite but really once I let him doen, goodbye my crown and throne. 

Can K just get like an invisible walkie talkies and like talk tl my boyfriend throughout the guiding process? So I can sound smart and professional? (If it actually works out well, if it doesn't well... I can look idiotic but okay... At least I tried :(  ) 

This is freakin me out...

Bye... Inshall freak out some more!